double magenta dreams

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from Hamakoi photoshoot

I like the scenery

There will be another photoshoot on August

another Hamakoi

Ufufufu

I went to the city

bought necessary things

I spent a lot but I hope it worthed

I wanted to buy a new cellphone but I guess I should wait

The priorities have been shifting unpredictably

Today is my day off

a friend messaged me

said she broke up with her boyfriend

Her boyfriend is also my friend

I was sad

Really sad

because I did hope all the best for them

That they will be together for a long time

What happened between those two

I don't know

I don't think I want to know

but I could make a pretty good guess

I have work tomorrow

I'd better sleep now

Oyasumi

Jya (TωT)/ ~~~

the beginning of losing

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ramen and fried crab rolls

Dangerous

I've been gaining weight lately

Need more exercises

Today is hectic with work

I hope everything will turned out just fine

Jya (TωT)/ ~~~

owl kingdom

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nice bracelet

I decided to buy it although I don't really like wearing accessories

I will buy a necklace

but

I don't know when

Today

I was busy cleaning up a messed room

Tomorrow someone will come to repair this room

and build a new bathroom

Busy busy

Jya (TωT)/ ~~~

a 5W light bulb

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ice coffee latte

Today

I saw Dark Shadows

directed by Tim Burton

Takeru-san had interviewed him

Takeru-san was amazing

Calm and in control

also very polite

Lunch was yakimeshi

I ate too much

The skin cream I bought last week

was good for my skin

Pimples problem

Jya (TωT)/ ~~~

the justice has fallen

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I just took it

Front hair is too long

I want to cut it but I'm still busy

Today

I saw some acquaintances

They said they trapped in the past and couldn't move on

I didn't know whether their past was important enough

But

How lucky

I would love to be trapped in the past

Where Dad was still alive

Where everything was easy and happy

But if I didn't move on

I would not be here

Can I cry again?

I feel numb

Jya (TωT)/ ~~~

big dream

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from Hamakoi photoshoot

Today

a meeting about work

It changed everything of what you can do in the near future

I was thinking

where to go from here on

Honestly

I don't know

Everything keeps changing

work hard

I met two friends

drank coffee together

Tired

I will sleep now

Jya (TωT)/ ~~~

that's knowledge flying your way

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at the cinema

Today I watched Man In Black III

Fantastic movie

Amazing

Lunch was rice and karaage

I went to aunty's house to delivered a package from mom

Also met a friend

The weather was hot

Jya (TωT)/ ~~~

the falling star

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certain sweets

Kinari-kun recommended it

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I bought a pack at konbini

Ate two pieces

Mom came

took the whole sweets

.......

I can buy it again tomorrow

Today is busy

from morning to noon

Lunch was spicy seasoned meat, rice, spicy eggs and vegetables

Jya (TωT)/ ~~~

short-lived happiness

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hot milk tea

I should've been upset

I'm entitled to have my own opinion

I shouldn't make excuses just to make other people happy

Wasn't funny at all

Next time I won't make any excuses

Today

I ate curry ramen

By the way

Terada Takuya has left AMUSE

Didn't know

Don't want to know

Jya (TωT)/ ~~~

maybe there's a similar madness within me

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That was at Starbucks

Pimples and headache

running nose

Today I stayed at home

I ate rice and seasoned fish

but truthfully

I only wanted soft bread and milk tea

Stomach was not feel well

Blackboard - Dream 3 was broadcasted

Kamiki-kun was amazing

He's an amazing actor

He said "kill" to his teacher in the movie

Great face

Frightening face

but he is handsome

ufufufu

He was funny in 11-nin mo iru

Cool

Jya (TωT)/ ~~~

the power to possess

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No decent photo for today's blog

I was at the donut shop

the photo was taken

I looked tired

I went to courier office to send a package

and bought the strawberry jam at last

ufufufu

I ate a lot of toasts with strawberry jam

Diet

Diet

Completely forgotten

3kgs heavier

Dangerous

Jya (TωT)/ ~~~

only a little

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cheese lasagna

It was delicious

I played a while with my cats

Garfield and Mouse

Yes

my black cat's name is "Mouse"

ufufufu

She looked like a mouse when she was little

Dark fur and long thin tail

cute but noisy

Today

running nose and headache

also

it was raining

and there were thunders

I'm not afraid of thunders

but I don't like it

Jya (TωT)/ ~~~

now they are matched

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I just bought a new red bag

I went to the city alone

Sometimes

just enjoyed the loneliness

but nobody will remind me if I forgot to buy something

So I forgot to buy strawberry jam

What to do

Tomorrow is Sunday

I don't want to go anywhere

I want to stay at home

I'll buy strawberry jam on Monday

Tonight is Bakarea on NihonTV

Jya (TωT)/ ~~~

water bailer grandma

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milk coffee

Today I really wished for a solitude

Because it's holiday

But didn't get any

Massive house cleaning all the sudden

Dishes

Laundry

Mop the floor

Clean the bathroom

I was very tired

Then

I still got scolded because the bathroom wasn't very clean

Excuse me

I don't have the skill of a maid

So please hire a real maid

Tired

Tired

Leave me alone

Jya (TωT)/ ~~~

empty blue mug

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Hamakoi off-shot

Today

I saw a credit card bill

Dangerous

How could someone spent large amount in just a month

Sports wear almost 1 million

Shopping at Sogo 1 million

and many until reached 6 millions

Dangerous dangerous

By the way

The credit card bill was not mine

It's going to rain

Lunch was omelette, seasoned corns and vegetables

I got a headache

Hope of tomorrow

they let me have a day of solitude

Jya (TωT)/ ~~~

slippery pavement

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I went out for brunch with my best friend

I was still not feeling well

It was raining and the windy

Cold and wet

I bought a new red bag

and then

bought another black coat

It was quite expensive

I didn't know why

I already have a black coat

but different type

I like bag, coat, and boots

Should restrict myself

No more shopping

until the end of the year

Jya (TωT)/ ~~~

incomplete bravery

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I don't feel well today

but

I went out with a friend to eat sushi

He ate a lot of sushi

Today was raining

Jya (TωT)/ ~~~

brotherhood of the pilgrimates

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my dinner

Curry noodle cup

This morning

I settled things with the store which delivered the wrong item

They said to come back in two days

I was disappointed

then

I went to mall

It was raining a bit

I didn't bring a foldable umbrella

Tonight

I got a headache and flu

Let's sleep early

Oyasuminasai

Jya (TωT)/ ~~~

catching up

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Today is sunday

didn't go anywhere

I was trying to finish reading

This novel was interesting

THE HISTORIAN

Full of ancient history

Travelled around Europe

Excited

You should read it

Jya (TωT)/ ~~~

hot ears

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my shadow at noon

Today

I was disappointed

I didn't get what i want

It's their fault not mine

They said they will compensate me

But truthfully

I'm not that cruel

I went home

I bought chocolate ice cream for Mom's wedding anniversary

I feel sorry for Mom

Dad passed away a year ago

I can't leave mom alone

For how long I don't know

Jya (TωT)/ ~~~

box of thunder

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L'arc~en~Ciel World Tour 2012

The concert

I didn't go

It's a big regret

but

I was out of town anyway

I saw the live concert video

It was amazing

Hyde was truly amazing

Today

I didn't go anywhere

Finished the laundry

Jya (TωT)/ ~~~

mosquitoes bite

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tea time

Today

I ate sushi

Delicious

I'm tired

I bought umbrella

but I got the wrong color

Then

I picked up laundry

Tonight

he went out of town for 10 days

So I'm alone again

Itterasshai

Becareful on the way

Jya (TωT)/ ~~~

found a treasure

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the steak house's menu

I ate sirloin steak for lunch

I think i got fat

Diet

Diet

ufufufu

Today

I had a conversation with friend

from Philippines

We talked about our friends

how they easily forget about our existence

how they easily forget about our birthday

while we remember theirs

People who ignores me

doesn't deserve my attention

That's what I think

Even it's only a small thing

such as remembering one's birthday

I think it's important

It takes a lot to be called "friend"

I never ask others to be my friends

therefore

when they are ignoring me

when they are leaving me

I won't ask them to stay

I hate people who think highly of themselves

They're not worth my kindness

Jya (TωT)/ ~~~

ghost on 7th street

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garden's stairs

Today

I saw an egotistical person

Prioritizing his needs

over a sick friend

What kind of friend he is?

And

he's still wondering why people hates him

That kind of person

I hate so much

Jya (TωT)/ ~~~

hot chocolate

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THE AVENGERS

Yes

Today

I watched the movie

on monday

ufufufu

So many people at the cinema

I bought ticket at morning

got free popcorn

Movie was great

I really want to watch again

Maybe I will

Dinner

I cooked yakiniku

Jya (TωT)/ ~~

the bugs are still alive

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at hotel's garden

Today I was overslept

Too tired

Lunch

rice and chicken stew

And then went to sleep again

It was raining

Took the late afternoon bus

I went home at last

Tadaima

Jya (TωT)/ ~~~

pleading voice goes unheard

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from hamakoi photoshoot

I was still tired

because of yesterday's two events

I wanted to sleep

but today

I went to the next city

getting ready for the wedding ceremony

The wedding party was from noon until 10 pm

I went back to hotel at midnight

Got into shower

I'm going to sleep now

Oyasuminasai

Jya (TωT)/ ~~~

the key thief

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in hotel's room

This afternoon

bride's shower ceremony

And tonight is two families' formal meeting

Busy busy

I bought new swimsuit

I wanted to swim but there was no time

At the ceremony

suddenly got stomachache

Went back to hotel immediately

Threw up half of all i have eaten

But now I'm okay

Jya (TωT)/ ~~~

castle of the queen of heart

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another trip

Attending family's wedding ceremonies

I was so tired

but it's an obligation

Arrived at hotel at midnight

so tired

I'm gonna sleep now

Oyasumi

Jya (TωT)/ ~~~

anxiety of the moon

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iced honey lime tea

Today was hectic

I was looking for something

but in the end I didn't find it

Somehow

I didn't want to be disturbed

enjoy the day for myself

But

can't escape from reality

Things have to be done

Things have to be faced

Only two days

but I enjoyed the solitary

Tomorrow

again

more obligations

Let's do our best

Jya (TωT)/ ~~~

desperation in killing

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Starbucks at the airport

Iced cafe misto

Tokyo cheese danish

while waiting for my flight

It was turbulence

but we landed safely

Thank goodness

Thank goodness

Today

I'm home

Hurt my leg

Tomorrow is

L'arc~en~Ciel World Concert

but I won't go

I didn't buy ticket

I didn't have time

Too bad

Jya (TωT)/ ~~~